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Ghost World

by Justin Courtney Pierre

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1.
Horse Racing 03:07
I don’t know where my head is at For the most part I’m happy to be... Here... A thought... And another... (something else) And the light goes out Endless repeating Delusions flood Hand over hand I’ve got horse racing in my blood Why the hell am I standing here? Where’s my – fuck. Where’s my – fuck! What is it called? I should know this I’m too stupid to live And the light goes out Cropping delighter All stick All stone Does that make sense? I’ve got horse racing in my bones I can get used to this somehow I can get used to this somehow I can get used to this somehow I can get used to this somehow They won’t stampede me I’ll redefine Perfect my range I’ve got horse racing on my mind
2.
Count me in and count me out Riddled with expansive doubt Every word I fight about Steady as she goes Constantly I reexplain Patience one can hardly feign Worsening with each refrain (of) Steady as she goes Tragic tales of history Sinking their teeth into the skin that covers me Paring off for all to see I’m starting to start again Fevered hands of harvest moon Spent an autumn afternoon Wishing that I were immune Steady as she goes Sorting through what isn’t mine Every thing becomes a sign Rotting heir looms on the vine (and) Steady as she goes Fragile flaws of syzygy Narrowed until there’s nothing left inside of me Parasympathetically I’m starting to start again Nothing loved will ever last And every perfect moment blows right past If I could slow it down Would it feel the same? Can you wait a minute? Steady as she goes I’m still swimming in it Steady as she goes Can you wait a minute? Steady as she goes I’m still swimming in it Steady as she goes
3.
It’s all my fault Black out the night Kill what you can No time to rest Somewhere a dark heart surrounds Spooling its contents Infected from root up to crown Damn that emotional freeze Where did you go? I’m just dying to spill what I know It’s not my fault I know my name Some wear a dark heart around Worn in sweet confidence Dragging their feet on the ground Locked in that thousand yard stare Where did you go? I’m just dying to spill what I know
4.
I was an anxious child Timorous And so wild Buried in CRT (and) Buried in me Somehow it got locked in Caught in this awkward skin Spasms of entropy Look at me I can’t stop you now Nothing ever changes And I can’t talk you down Time to call the temper tamper God damn cortisol Botching up the system Where’s my wherewithal? Darken the hand I hide Buried inside of my Jubilant elegies Look at me I can’t stop you now Tiny rearranger But I won’t disavow Distance growing in between us Maybe cat and cow Alleviate the anguish But I’m still stuck for now Each anniversary Is starting to feel anything but... Seems like catastrophe Is where my heart is home A shot of ecstasy To kill the pain of simply being... Each anniversary A darkness all its own I can’t stop you now Living in estrangement A song of “show me how” Temporary education Ghost World caterwaul Perpetual erasure An impulse to enthrall I was an anxious child Just look at me now
5.
Gate Kicker 02:33
I kicked open the gate But no one’s willing to follow I’m stuck standing in place As if I’m needing for nothing You wanted to know how it feels Well, you found out The hoarder of knives clicking heels And just walking away I kicked open the gate Into an infinite hollow I’m stuck staring at space As if I’m waiting on something You wanted to know how it feels Well, you found out That delicate need to appeal Now starting to fray Razing the chord of concern Fucking detritus Pitching out into the storm All cant and no steel Maybe I’ve got the whethers Maybe I just don’t care Tell me there’s something better Than getting caught in a midnight glare If only I had forever If only I did not care Pretending there’s nothing better Is getting caught in a midnight glare I kicked open the gate But no one’s willing to follow

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released November 12, 2021

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'Ghost World' EP out November 12

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